Question mark heart.



Dear God:

I’ve drawn a blank this morning.  How can I be walking around with a huge lump AND a giant hole in my heart at the exact same time?  I’m trying to stick to the path.  I’m trying to feel my feelings without allowing them to paralyze my progress.  It’s so hard.

I know there is nothing for me to do right now, yet the irrational part of me wants to spring into action to try to find a way to heal the situation.  I know I can’t.  I have to sit with this until I have a rational and sensible solution.

It hurts knowing what the real answer is; having to sit on my hands watching the same patterns continue to repeat over and over; knowing that the end result will always be the same. There is no one for me to turn to but you.

I can do nothing but trust in your love, your direction, and your devotion.

So today I’ll get up and occupy myself with hard work and service to others and I’ll do it with a smile on my face and a spark of your joy in my heart.  It’s still in there.  I’ll offer this to you as my sacrifice, that you may shine a concentrated beam of your love, directly on this issue of mine.

I will go where you lead me or I will stay where you have me.

Please send me a sign.


Dear Child:

From my vantage point, all is unfolding as it should.

Have you ever been sorry about doing the right thing except for the part where it hurts?

Pour out your soul to me.   I hear your cries.  I will heal the whole and remove the lump.

Do not give up just before the miracle happens!  Carry on.

I love you.


©2011, Bobbe Ann Crouch

“Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always

pray and not give up.  He said: “In a certain town there was a judge who neither

feared God nor cared about men.  And there was a widow in that town who kept

coming to him with the plea, ‘Grant me justice against my adversary.’


 “For some time he refused. But finally he said to himself, ‘Even though I

don’t fear God or care about men,  yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I

will see that she gets justice, so that she won’t eventually wear me out with her

coming!’ ”


And the Lord said, “Listen to what the unjust judge says.  And will not God

bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he

keep putting them off?  I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly.

However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?”…

Luke 18:1-17


From The Angels:

abundance Abundance: Life proceeds out of your intentions for it.

The implication of that are enormous. Your messenger angels are guiding you, embrace this and accept this wholly, and intellectually, you will find yourself experiencing more power, more joy, more creativity, more abundance in every form, more peace, and more love than you ever imagined.

divine-timing Divine Timing: Change can be fast, yet keep in mind the importance of patience and Divine timing, developing a trust in the unseen mysteries of spirit working in your life.

The more that you can approach your own shifting with loving kindness, the smoother your road of change will be. On some days it may still feel like a roller coaster ride, yet your self-love can help you to have the necessary steadiness within.

Pay close attention to doors that are open to you. As you continue the journey of rediscovering your Divine nature, angels surround you with their love and blessings.

surrender-release Surrender & Release: If we could see the miracle in letting go our whole life would change. Let go, allow God and the angels to help you.

When we willingly release and begin the process of healing from the unhappy situation, we may find we gain the necessary clarity that was not apparent to us before. In having gained clarity individuals often regain their own self-determination and strength.

The angels ask you to try not to control the outcome of your troubling situation. It can take a lot of courage to let go and trust in the decision to do so but It may also be one of the most valuable decisions we can ever make. Let go, and let God help you!

Author: Bobbe

I'm just a person. I've been a mystic sharing inspirational experiences and stories my entire life. This blog is a personal experiment in self reflection and expression with a few angel readings and recipes sprinkled in for good measure. (I've always got something cooking!)

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